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FIFTH ENTRY - [Text]
Dec. 18th, 2012 12:17 pm[So Shane died minding his own business - but at least - you know, he feels better. He feels on much more even footing and a much more even keel.
This place is not safe, the wardens were right.
That's fine. Go on the offensive. That's just what you do in these circumstances and while he finds himself sorry about that...and that's what hurts the most okay. So it's not just the barge. It's the inmates. It's everyone here.
He's on his own.
That's good. It's better that he's on his own and it's better that nobody gives a shit since these groups, it's like the worst kind of high school except he was popular in high school.
So that's a change but that's fine. It just means that he needs to stock up on weaponry and what does he do best. Survive. Without Lori and Carl to worry about - to care about. This is going to be easier then he thought.
That's fine. That's more then fine. And that is what he tries to reassure himself of when he wakes and faces the barge again.
He's much more lucid then he wants to be, but from what he's been hearing over the network wardens...as far as doing anything about this aren't going to. The system is flawed. That's what batman said and batman is batman. Therefore he's always right.
Time to play stupid.]
So that's death
ok.
How soon does the pain stop and when it stops I would like to do something useful with myself pls.
Can only assume reason that reason I was attacked is because too much free time. firm believer tahts a mistake. Pacin around and shit not helpin anyone.
Once feelin better would like 2 work pls and consider workin'. Am good with hands and food.
[Action - spam]
[When that's done he settles back and sits - staring at the ceiling. He hates hospitals. That's why he hates his room and walks, until exhausted so he doesn't have to think about it.
Being here and being awake and unable to talk or wanting to eat all he wants to do is sleep. And he can't.
Better to plan. He can plan, get something to use as a weapon - lord knows he has experience with weapons on the fly and if one of these people let him do that then he can get the lay of the land and even IF this is typical prison fare and they do things like lock up the silverware or the tools maybe - just maybe he can get someone who trusts him to let him into their room and from there it's fucking cake.]
This place is not safe, the wardens were right.
That's fine. Go on the offensive. That's just what you do in these circumstances and while he finds himself sorry about that...and that's what hurts the most okay. So it's not just the barge. It's the inmates. It's everyone here.
He's on his own.
That's good. It's better that he's on his own and it's better that nobody gives a shit since these groups, it's like the worst kind of high school except he was popular in high school.
So that's a change but that's fine. It just means that he needs to stock up on weaponry and what does he do best. Survive. Without Lori and Carl to worry about - to care about. This is going to be easier then he thought.
That's fine. That's more then fine. And that is what he tries to reassure himself of when he wakes and faces the barge again.
He's much more lucid then he wants to be, but from what he's been hearing over the network wardens...as far as doing anything about this aren't going to. The system is flawed. That's what batman said and batman is batman. Therefore he's always right.
Time to play stupid.]
So that's death
ok.
How soon does the pain stop and when it stops I would like to do something useful with myself pls.
Can only assume reason that reason I was attacked is because too much free time. firm believer tahts a mistake. Pacin around and shit not helpin anyone.
Once feelin better would like 2 work pls and consider workin'. Am good with hands and food.
[Action - spam]
[When that's done he settles back and sits - staring at the ceiling. He hates hospitals. That's why he hates his room and walks, until exhausted so he doesn't have to think about it.
Being here and being awake and unable to talk or wanting to eat all he wants to do is sleep. And he can't.
Better to plan. He can plan, get something to use as a weapon - lord knows he has experience with weapons on the fly and if one of these people let him do that then he can get the lay of the land and even IF this is typical prison fare and they do things like lock up the silverware or the tools maybe - just maybe he can get someone who trusts him to let him into their room and from there it's fucking cake.]
