Because it's *always different*, we don't know what it's going to be like until it happens.
I'm sorry for what happened to you. Stuff happened to everyone.
You don't get a weapon because you're an inmate, and inmates don't just get weapons. What would stop you from using it against anyone on the Barge? You already beat a guy up for no reason.
Besides, even those who do have weapons don't always get to bring them along for ports. What would you have shot at that hotel? One of the hallucinations? Or another denizen of the Barge because you thought they were someone you knew and that place made you paranoid?
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I'm sorry for what happened to you. Stuff happened to everyone.
You don't get a weapon because you're an inmate, and inmates don't just get weapons. What would stop you from using it against anyone on the Barge? You already beat a guy up for no reason.
Besides, even those who do have weapons don't always get to bring them along for ports. What would you have shot at that hotel? One of the hallucinations? Or another denizen of the Barge because you thought they were someone you knew and that place made you paranoid?